Question by Kiki: Do I have insomnia? What can I do about it?
For as long as I can remember, I’ve had trouble falling asleep at night. From when I was about 12 to when I was almost 19, I’d been on some kind of anti-depressant that causes a sedative effect. So for a long time, I didn’t have to worry about going to sleep. I simply took my pill and went to sleep when I physically couldn’t keep my eyes open anymore.
I honestly can’t remember if I had trouble falling asleep before then, but I think I may have. I know when I was a kid my mom bought me a relaxation tape, and I don’t think she would have done that if I didn’t have trouble getting to sleep. She also used to tell me bedtime stories that had something akin to a hypnotic induction in the beginning.

Anyway, ever since I stopped taking the heavy anti-depressants (I’m still on a low dose of Zoloft, but it doesn’t seem to have any effect on my sleep), my sleep difficulties have become very noticeable.
When looking at the symptoms for insomnia though, I only fit a few of them.

I have immense trouble falling asleep, and occasionally I wake up and am unable to fall back asleep. Very rarely I wake up too early and can’t fall back asleep. No more than the average person, I’d think. And I almost never feel tired during the day.
I do wake up feeling unrested, maybe half the time, and in those cases I usually go back to sleep and end up OVERsleeping; sometimes I sleep for up to 12 hours, if I stayed up very late the night before.

So it might seem like all I have is a case of a messed up sleeping pattern, but no matter when I go to bed, when I wake up, how long I sleep, I ALWAYS have trouble falling asleep. It’s gotten to the point where I almost dread it. I stay up too late because it’s honestly easier than trying to fall asleep. Falling asleep now feels to me like a grudging responsibility, like a kid feels about homework. I stay up later and later in the hopes that I’ll be so exhausted I can fall asleep quickly. Sometimes this results in me sleeping for 12 hours; other times, I can wake up on my own after as little as four hours of sleep, and not feel any negative effects.
In the past couple weeks I feel like I’ve been sleeping less and less, and the only psychological effect I can see is that as soon as it gets dark, I start worrying that in a few hours, I’ll have to try to get to sleep.

So I don’t know if this counts as insomnia, or if a doctor will prescribe me anything for it, or if I even want to get back into those habit-forming drugs, but I don’t know how many other options I have…
I’ve tried white noise, meditation, hypnosis… nothing else seems to work.
Oh I’ve also tried melatonin, forgot about that… It didn’t seem to help.

And I know becoming dependent is bad, but I worry that I’m already screwed in that department. I’ve had trouble ever since I stopped the heavy pills, and that was almost two years ago. It seems if I was going to not need them anymore, it would have happened by now.
“when you haven’t considered actually exercising” How do you know I haven’t? To say that when you don’t know is ignorant of YOU, I think.

“running/tennis/squash/horseriding ” Um wow, sexist much?

Best answer:

Answer by Yahoo! Team
Yes. drink more caffeine.

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